Revelations

I was the girl who was always there for you, until I became the woman who had to walk away. It’s not just you, It’s not just me. It’s us together that’s the problem. I pretend that I haven’t changed. You pretend you have changed. Why do we even need to pretend?

I have to be honest with myself about you, so that I can be honest with you about me.  You love me. I love you. But somehow we have disillusioned ourselves into thinking that love is enough. We made love the maximum when in reality love is the minimum. We must have so much more than love to have a healthy relationship. We must have a mentality that is committed to commitment. We must have a mentality that will allow us to love when we don’t feel love, forgive the unforgivable and give when there is nothing left to give.

I know that I’m not enough for you, because you won’t commit to me. I know that you’re not enough for me because you won’t commit to me. I know that I deserve better.  I may want you but I don’t need you. I may love you, but I love me more.  You’re not irreplaceable. Yes, there is no one else like you, but there is someone better.

I thought this time things would be different. I thought this time that we would be forever. I was so committed and dedicated to making it work. I have always wanted to make it work. Then I realized something. If it’s meant to be, I won’t have to MAKE it work. It will just be.

.:JRSN:.